LOVe

KNOWING

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin' to do

It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I'm doin' It
It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin' with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

JADED

Last weekend, I hang out with my ex-colleagues. We went to the state where well known because of historical place.

During the trip, there's unhappy moments happened make me jaded. Sometimes, I don't understand why there's type of person who like to complain and ungrateful.

Perhaps next time, I won't go out with this kind of people...but, I know not all of them make me faded...is it true trouble is a friend?