QUOTE

"WORLD PEACE only can be achieved when there is PEACE in EVERY HEART"



"KEDAMAIAN DUNIA hanya terbit dari KEDAMAIAN SETIAP HATI"

PEOPLE

There's many type of people that we found in our daily life. Some people are annoying, arrogant, haughty, sellfish etc. But if we're lucky, we might met with humble, kind, generous or reliable person.

During my vacation last week, I met with a guy at Kuta beach and we have chat. He is Javanese and he's on holiday for the whole year. He earn the money by teach people surfing to support his expenses there. I guess every day is holiday for him. We have nothing in common except we're same religion. He ask me either I'm praying or not. And I said yes. He replied that he only pray when it is a big day of our relegion celebration. The statement that I can't forgot is when he said that, " Probably I will go to the hell and you will go to the heaven." I'm not very pious person but I try my best to be a good believes.

People make mistakes and people can change. Doesn't matter if you're bad or not before, as long as you want to change and determine to be a good and better person...you deserve to have a second chance.

OppsS

One of my friends has a crushed with a guy. When I look at her I can see that she's suffering. She was struggling to forget him. When we talk about heart, feeling or love it is really complicated. Really hard to describe or explain. That's why some people willing to suicide or hurt themselves when their heart was broken. Ironic huh...

I don't understand why they act like that. If they loose their parents, either their mother or father would they dare to do suicide, jumping from building or into the sea? It's rare that we heard that the son or the daughter kill himself because he or her parents died. Isn't it? Does that meant, their parents not important to them? People who bring us to the world and give all their loves since we're young till what we're today. I'm sure they meant a lot to us.

So why we care so much when someone dumped you? Or am I naive?

NEW YEAR

Seems like New Year has comes. We will say Good bye to 2008 and Welcome 2009.

There's a lot happiness and sadness that I have been tru for the whole year. That's life, like a weather. Sometimes it was raining, sometimes there's sunshine or may be bad storming. But life still goes on.

So, Next Year I want to change. Changing from negative thinking to more positives. Life so great. Don't blew it away.

MEMOIRE

LUXURY

Last weekend I went back to my hometown. My mother told me that my brother just change his car. Before this he buy a Proton car and now he change to Toyota. I just grinned. Am I suck?

I have Chinese friends which is their income is around 5K-6K a month. And you know what car they use? She only use kelisa and another one using Satria (I think 6 years old car already). I asked her why she did'nt change to a new one? She said that as long as she can go to work and reach the destination it should be fine.

May be that is the different between us and the other races.

KNOWLEDGE

Today when I read newspaper, I'm really agreed with Dr M opinion to teach Maths and Science in English language. It is important to learn this language as we all know that new knowledge coming out today is published in English. It's comes too fast and furious and we don't have time to translate them into our mother languages. We don't want to see that we unable to cope with the new sciences and technology just because we are not fluent in this languages.

The funny part is, when the reporters asked him about the practising yoga among the muslims, he said that, "Personally, I don't care very much if you stand on your head or stand on your feet." He always make things sounds funny but....meaningful.

JOB

Recently I'm quit busy to write, with the hectic works is killing me. Luckily today I woke up early and arrived office earlier than usual so I can spend time to type something in my blog.

This is my third job and I felt that I'm doing well with my tasks and also with my colleagues here. But I really really love my first job. Miss all my old buddies, the atmosphere of the former office which is always full with joy, laughter, humour and teasing each other. Even the bossess are really fussy but we still enjoy it. People said that when you leave and find another job you will realise that your previous job is much better than the new one. And it's true...for me..

But anyway, life goes on...

INSOMNIA

Lately, I don't know why I couldn't sleep at night. Even I try tyo close my eyes, but my mind keep flying thinking somethin'. May be I think about my task at the office, the pending job that I didn't finish yet. Am I workhaholic person?

I read newspaper this morning, says that lack of sleep happened because the mind has not finished sorting and storing memories. It is a bit like when your computer warns you that some unsaved files may be lost if you reboot your computer without waiting for it to save everything first.

So the writer suggest to drink a strong cup of coffee before trying to remember important facts, otherwise your sleep-deprived mind will play tricks with your memory.

Should I try?

HERO

Does hero really exist?
If the answer yes, where's the hero?

Theres a hero if you look inside your heart, you dont have to be afraid of what you are. There's an answer if you reach into your soul and the sorrow that you know will melt away. And then a hero comes along with the strength to carry on and you cast your fears aside and you know you can survive. So when you feel like hope is gone, look inside you and be strong and you'll finally see the truth, that a hero lies in you.

Its a long road, when you face the world alone. No one reaches out a hand for you to hold. You can find love if you search within yourself and the emptiness you felt will disappear. And then a hero comes along with the strength to carry on and you cast your fears aside and you know you can survive.

So when you feel like hope is gone, look inside you and be strong and you'll finally see the truth that a hero lies in you. Lord knows dreams are hard to follow but dont let anyone tear them away. Hold on, there will be tomorrow in time you'll find the way.

GOODBYE

People always leave you....sometimes they didn't say bye bye....


This is for my peoples who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye

Lift your head to the sky 'cause we will never say bye

I didn't know why you didn't show up sometimes
It's something more than saying "I miss you"

But when we talked too
All them grown folk things
Separation brings
You never let me know it
You never let it show because
You loved me and obviously
There's so much more left to say
If you were with me today face to face

I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on like
"I wish I could talk to you for awhile"
"I wish I could find a way try not to cry"

As time goes by
And soon as you reach a better place
Still I'll give the whole world to see your face
And I'm right here next to youIt feels like you gone too soon
The hardest thing to do is say bye bye
Bye bye

And you never got the chance to see how good I've done
And you never got to see me back at number one
I wish that you were here to celebrate together
I wish that we could spend the holidays together

I thought you were so strong
That you can make it through whatever
It's so hard to accept the fact you're gone forever
Bye bye

Lift your head to the sky 'cause we will never say bye

FRIENDS

I believe that everyone has a friend. During high school there is a friend that we can categorised as the nerd, the class clown, the pop star, the high achiever, the bully etc...

So which category are you in?

I like to be with the class clown group. They always make people laugh and smile instead of the bully group which is happy make the other lives miserable. Compared to the nerd group, who always work hard for the grades and never have much time for social life. Looks like pathetic right? Struggle for the future.

For me, it is good to have a friend which is disappointed when you fail and happy when you succeed.

EXQUISITE

DREAMS

Confusing reality...
I see myself but it's not really me
How could it be?
When I am me?
I guess maybe it's just a dream

I doubt my own dreams
although
I lie in my sleep
And don't sleep to dream
Yet everything that I see is haunting

CUP CAKE

I love to see the cup cakes. The design and the color is very nice and sweets. But it is not healthy if we take too much. Why beautiful thing always give bad effect to us?


In our life, we like to choose the best for us, want to buy nice clothes, nice car, nice house etc. Of course everybody want the best for them. Even the cost are higher and can't afford to buy it but still hope that perhaps someday we can get it too.


But sometimes we must realise that not every beautiful or nice or pretty is suitable for us...enough for us to see only.

BALI

Seems like November will be coming in couples of day. Time running too fast. Isn't it?

When year end comes, I believe that may be some of us already planning for their vacation. So do I. This year, my friend and I plan to go to Bali.

I'm really excited to go there. I don't know why I have this kind of feeling. Sound like weird too because I never felt really excited during my previous vacation. People said if we feel odd, meaning that something might be happened. Is it true? Hopefully it is a good one.

I think that people love the good things in life and do anything to get them but make sure that we did in the pleasant way.

ALONE

I don't believe if people said that they never felt lonely in their life.
May be people agreed with me. Sometimes we feel lonely because we missin' someone and we don't have anyone to talk to.

I would like to share a story about loneliness. Last week, my friend ask me to visit her friend's brother at hospital because of mental problem. I'm quit shocked and scared too cause this is my first time to psiko ward. Am I just like typical person? I don't know.

He was hospitalised because of love. He takes the drug and act nonsense. So his brother and his parent take him to the hospital because his condition getting worst. At the hospital he try to ran away but couldn't.

Is it worth it? Just because of love?

Being alone doesn't mean that your world is ended...right?

Welcome!


Finally I have my own blog........